Friday, December 22, 2006
Memories
Been thinking whether to write this post. Although I expect questions to be asked but I remember someone saying that getting things off oneself can help to lessen the misery and pain. So here goes...
Was talking on the phone with Siling a couple of days ago and we talked about the best 3 months that she had in her life. That conversation made me think of my most memorable times. Then, today's trip had made me go to the places where we created those memories - The Mac, East Coast Park. Although both places have become different from the times we were there, memories still come flooding back. The time when we celebrated her birthday at ECP, the conversation we had after that, the meeting at the mac, the Thai show we watched, every single memory of us seemed to seep out of the locked area at the back of my mind.
Went cycling on Zhong's bike during the bbq and saw all the changes that ECP had undergone. Realised that even the places in my memories had vanished, why can't my heart also undergo a renovation and become a brand new one?
P.S. The she I talking about is not Siling. So please do not ask me this question.
P.S.S. I remember promising myself that I would only celebrate her birthday in ECP. So sorry to Cow for not joining in the birthday song just now.
I hate to be in a bad mood.....