Liu Yi Fei , Mayonaka no door (japanese) full





Went to 8 Flag today to order my first every laptop, Fujitsu Lifebook S7110. Costed $2,097.90 and since 8 Flag do not accept NETS payment, I went home to ask my father to get a cheque from his boss. Then my mother said get the cheque from my auntie. So she called my auntie and told her about the laptop. The reason why I did not ask my auntie for the cheque is that I know something would happen. As expected, she told me to forgo the $20 deposit and said her friend would help me fix a laptop with the same specs. Price dunno yet. So instead of Fujitsu, I may be getting a weird brand same as my cousin.. May be cheaper but have to go through so much trouble... That's why I always hate when my mother interrupted... Seldom good things come out of her suggestions.. HAIZ.... CONFUSED!!!

Just saw an email about the Japanese scholarship... Full cost and no bond.. Feel like going but it is after graduation... I know my parents are waiting for me to graduate to start earning money but I really quite keen to go and experience life in Japan... Anyway need 2 recommendation letters and I am quite sure I cannot even find one prof to write for me... And my empty records... And the interviews... But I won't give up... Still got 2 weeks to think about it.... HAIZ...
CONFUSED!!!




Present Task: Attend 1030 lecture in school
Present Location: Home "-_-

Got into a super Monday Blue mood the moment I woke up... Late for lecture so might as well don't go given my mood... Implies leavimg Idol to take the printed stuff from Auntie alone, not passing the photos dvd to Zhongyi and Teddy, kena niaoed by Eliz and also "win liao" by Teddy... What a GREAT way to start the day... I am truely sorry guys... Haha... Then my brother got sent home for long hair... Really dunno what to say... Now have to make sure he goes to cut his hair and so there also goes my lunch with Xuanjun... Haha...

Supposed to go back to sleep to adjust my mood but later still have to go to school for the $#%^@* jap lesson... Also to meet Idol to get the stuff... Really dui bu qi her... Haha... Ok Idol I owe u one... Still got project to do and meet Bob to go see laptop... So many things to do yet so no mood to do...

For those who are interested to know the places we visited during our Taiwan trip can go visit Zhongyi's blog (http://eternalmythology.blogspot.com) Now back to work/daydreaming.... Haha...




最近很想念台湾那群小瓜， 索性就找了芳盈谈天。 在我打出“嘿“，传送过去的那一刻，我并不知道会有如此多的坏消息。盈淡淡的告诉我她的父亲走了， 我也只是淡淡的哦了一次。也许是我没有体会过，根本就没有想到竟是最坏的那个意思。直到我看了她的部落格，我才发现她的父亲已经病逝了。也许她并不在意那句“哦”，但是我却很恨自己说出那一句话。她才14岁，却要面临和最亲的人分别的滋味，这种痛苦，我不会了解，我也不知道她需要什么。我只能无助的在这里把一切写下，她那篇《我好想你》，就能看出她的难过和对父亲的想念，我说她勇敢，她说只是习惯而已。我说想哭就哭，她说眼泪再流也没有意思了。有多少14岁的少女能像她这样成熟？

反观殷欣，从以前天真无邪的小女孩，到现在的不良少女，才不过两三年的时间，她的改变可以是如此的大。从来没想过她会变坏，印象中的她是一个害羞文静的女孩，常常和班上的“恶霸”芳盈混在一起。我告诉芳盈要劝她回头是岸，盈却告诉我他们的友谊已经破裂，她还被殷欣陷害过。真让我心寒，曾经的好朋友现在却反目成仇。

最后还有我从记不得名字的变态大王，听说他如今是小帅哥，也是舞林高手。可是听说他父母离婚了，很多费用都要自己负责，正在烦恼。他们都还年轻，要经历的却比我多太多了。我想是我从他们身上学到了勇敢，自爱，坚强。想对你们说，要记得保持欢笑，因为快乐了才会笑，有欢笑就代表你们会快乐哦！我很高兴能当你们的“老师”，那是我生命里最美好的岁月=)




I found this piece of paper on my study desk. This is what it says:

Mother

I ran away to start my life anew without you.

I have always been naughty, haven't I?
You said I was different, I have always been
When I thrashed the piano, you told Uncle that I was practising too hard.
When I killed the neighbour's cat, you told them to pardon my ignorance.
When I played truant. you told my teacher that I fell sick.
When I was caught stealing, you took the blame.

You drew all my drawing assignments, and yet they failed to score.
How useless can you be?

You pointed to the stars and said I was one in a million shining brightly on its own.

Rememer the time I failed my swimming test, you told me Einstein failed a hundred times.
When I was defeated in the SEA Games, you assured me that Einstein failed a thousand times too. Who are you kidding?

Remember the sweater you sew?
I gave it to the Salvation Army.
When you made burgers for me,
I complained that MacDonald's tasted better.

You asked me to take breakfast
I hated that.

When you fetched me from school,
I lied to my friends that you were my maid.

You celebrated my birthday every year
But I could never remember yours.

You forgave all my mistakes
I could never forget how shabbily dressed you were during my graduation ceremony.

You did not resent your life but I hated living with you.

You said, 'This is our home.'
To me, a home should be a three storey house.

You greeted me every morning, I didn't even say a good-bye.
You toiled to make ends meet, I took you for granted.

You are satisfied with a simple life, I am satisfied by worldly desires.
You encouraged me to attend church, I reviled in parties.

You claimed you need me, what I need are my friends.
I mean a world to you, you are only an ounce of me.
You said you are my mother, I said you are a disgrace.
You said you care, I said get lost.
You slapped me, I kicked you.
You believed in God, I blamed you.
You said we were flesh and blood, I think I was adopted.
You gave me a chance, I took my chances.
You kept your sorrows to yourself, I threw my anger at you.

You love I lust.
You gave me your love, I offered my body to others.
You brought me up, I brought you shame.
You have courage to cry, I don't.

The world I know is different from yours.
A cigarette gives me three minutes of joy.
Sex gives me thirty minutes of pleasure and drug eight hours of fun.
What about you?

Like what you have always said, I am different from the other boys.
Don't you know the truth? Or are you in denial?

You can't change the mistake you made.
Of course I can't use that to justify my own misdeeds.

Will you still be there for me?
Ten years away from you,
My life has not been easy.
I am no longer your little child.
I am a busy man. I don't have much time to spare.
I didn't bring any gift.
I don't care how you feel towards me now.
Be it a hug, a cup of coffee
That is all I am asking for.

I observed our hourse.
Your taste have improved.
I saw the tree we planted. It has grown much healthier than I had.

I saw Uncle. I saw Sis.
I saw Aunt. I saw the old neighbours.
I have seen all that I need to see.

But I did not see you Mum.

I can and will never understand how some people can hate their own parents. I love my parents, my family and I know they love me too. Yesterday I spoke to Funyin (Used to be my Taiwan student) and realised that she is denying her mother. Her mum would be devasted to know that. Or maybe she had already denied this daughter also... Why do people always have to make things so complicated.....




Finally got all the Taiwan photos up online... For those who wish to take a look at all the photos we took during the trip, please go to http://www.s0t0ng99.multiply.com/photos/

Spoke to Angie on the phone just now and she will be leaving on 27th August 3.30am. Ade had already departed for USA on Sunday. Will miss the both of them... Especially when exams are nearing. Both of my "guardians" are gone and I dunno whether I will study for this sem's exams anot... Haha... Should have told them to 轮流 go for the exchange. Never mind, I shall find myself another "guardian"... One for each year!

Zhongyi told me that he misses the Shi Da Teppanyaki... Yah I missed that too... Went to Tampines Mall's teppanyaki on Saturday... Food was ok, small serving, no free drinks and rice... Very different from the teppanyaki at Shi Da.. Price was the same... Haha any rational consumer would prefer Shi Da anytime... Cause 认真的男人 will cook delicious food. (Credit to Hui Fang)
Actually I miss alot of food in Taiwan... 鸡排，甜不辣，蛤仔面线，蛤仔煎，贡丸汤，芋圆 and 炒饭. 炒饭 aka Fried Rice may be a very common dish, but it has always been my first choice during my overseas duty... I just love the taste of Taiwanese Fried Rice... Maybe it has 妈妈的味道... Haha... Another unique food in Taiwan should be KFC's egg tarts... Yes, egg tart sold by Kentucky Fried Chicken... It's delicious but someone on this trip said it tasted like toufu!!

This trip is meaningful to me as I finally get to meet Yi An again. Haha, although he's already 31, I still treat him as though we are still back in camp... Army really taught me how to use my rank... Haha... I get to ride on 小绵羊 again and feel like King of the Road (Scooters are the BF in Taiwan, not cars) Got quite abit of juicy gossip of my camp people from him too... Haha a Singaporean getting gossips of another Singaporean from a Taiwanese!! Up ah!! Yi An will be getting married later this year so I hope you will have a blissful marriage... Got time must come Singapore and find us!

Now I have red spots on my legs and it is a horrifying sight. Dun know whether it's heat rash anot but sure is damn itchy. Red spots on hairy legs.. Haha.. Yucks! My right leg got a very long red scar and my left ankle got a clusters of red spots. I hope to recover from this horrendous rashes soon... Reminds me of the time when I kena the sandfly bites on my elbow... That was worse... About 100 bites on each hand... Haha wonder how I survive that... ~_~

Ok time to go back to the reality... One cannot live in the past... Tomorrow got presentation but due to the lack of question, nothing has been done.. GREAT... Now I really wish i could press the Rewind button.........




New semester must be accompanied by new goals.

These are my goals for this semester:

1. Not to pon so many tutorials

2. Slim down (Credit to all my JC classmates and some of my uni frens)

3. Do all my tutorials

4. Be punctual at all times (Credit to Jin Yi)

5. Exercise regularly (Credit to Bob)

6. Be more gentlemanly (Credit to Zesi and Eliz)

7. Forget some unhappy stuff (Credit to ........ I forgot!)

8. Save up for Graduation Trip

9. Make my uni class people save up for Graduation Trip

10. Spend more time with family and friends

11. Be nicer to all my friends

Shall update this entry in the event of changes. Prediction: will achieve 3 out of these 11.... Haiz...

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